I gaze upwards,
at the wide open sky
arms outstretched
with a mixture of anxiety and relief.
anxiety because I expected too much,
and relief because I am learning to let go,
so simple yet serene.
I gaze upwards,
at the wide open sky
arms outstretched
with a mixture of anxiety and relief.
anxiety because I expected too much,
and relief because I am learning to let go,
so simple yet serene.
Some days and nights,
I sometimes feel
life takes the shape of a lion
furious and yet majestic
with a warning sign
‘Approach at your own risk’
Yet other times
life feels funny and harmless,
and you wonder to yourself
was it just my imagination?
I realize that now
whenever there’s an upswing in life,
there is going to a downswing
and I can’t change it,
however I can improve my thoughts
whenever there is a downswing,
and bring a lioness for the lion next time.
Anytime we have a chance
It’s good to celebrate
and see faces we haven’t seen in awhile,
even though Uncle Ray always says
this time of the year is just pure commercialism
It’s still nice to just gather around
and be enveloped in warmth and love,
at the end there is always a prayer,
a sense of gratitude and hope
and a wish for a better tomorrow for everyone.
****Happy Holidays****
It was getting late,
and work was done for the day
everybody was heading home,
but not Rudy.
Tonight was jazz night at the local club,
and a special guest was going to be attending.
See Rudy loved jazz,
and wanted to be a trumpet player,
and play alongside a band,
but raising a family and working full time
was difficult enough,
and that once sought-after dream
was looking like a fantasy.
though Rudy didn’t know it,
her night was going to change her life forever.
The musicians on display was incredible,
Act after act
until it was time for the special guest to come on stage,
and on appeared the great Miles Davis,
Rudy was blown away,
and then Miles steps up to the mike
‘Is there anybody who can play the trumpet?’
One of the guys had fallen ill earlier,
and the band was looking for a backup
Rudy’s heart was beating hard,
and she looked around,
and everybody was shaking their head
until one person had their hand raised.
Rudy looked up
and found it was her hand
and she was standing up,
Miles looked at her and beckoned her towards the stage,
My God-
Rudy wondered,
Is this happening for real?
and the great Miles Davis as if reading her mind
said ‘It sure is’
Rudy’s dream became a reality.
Life before meditation
was chaos, noise and drama,
and this was everywhere I went
even in my own head.
Then one day a friend told me
about meditation and its benefits,
and I was doubtful at first
but at that point I was ready to try anything,
and at my first attempt
I did all the postures till my back ached,
but still no peace of mind
and then a voice came and said ‘Let go of everything’
eventually I relaxed and the tranquillity I felt
was like gazing at the pyramids,
with the stars decorating the night sky
Since that moment,
I have learned to heal
and be more genuine and transparent with myself
and for that I am truly grateful.
Often in life,
we come across shadows of ourselves
in places, people and things,
some are reminders of who we are,
and others are what we aspire to be.
I have learned there is no shame
in walking your own path,
even if it is baby steps,
because normally it is difficult at first,
but my God
It is so worth it in the end,
since what matters is having faith in yourself
and to keep believing .
You know Jackie,
Even though I was born after you physically left this world
I just know from your aura,
that you were the ‘Man’
You oozed coolness in a era that personified ‘Cool’.
You lifted everybody Higher and Higher,
and even made lonely tears drop from people’s eyes.
Legend has it your concerts was pretty wild
earning the nickname ‘Mr Excitement’.
You dazzled, graced and stole
people’s hearts around the world,
I am so glad I came across your music,
My life became much more colourful, enriched and graceful
because of it.
You really were one amazing guy !
Jackie Wilson (09/06/1934-21/01/1984) Legendary singer-songwriter
Pictured above are: The legendary Sam Cooke, Laverne Baker and Jackie Wilson
Looking for love
in all the wrong places.
Searching for a peace of mind,
in a crowded place.
Priorities can be misconstrued and not understood,
but maybe in our honest approach to peace and love
we can both discover and gain,
what we most want in life.
Life mirrors a river
and like a river,
it takes shapes and courses
in direction that we either don’t control or are forced to make.
A force like no other
an experience that moulds minds,
and quenches a soul’s thirst.
The divinity of life
is mirrored by the river,
and like a river
it is always moving,
unless Mother Nature says otherwise.
A child’s heart
is innocent and pure,
ignorant to the wicked ways of the world,
and honest enough to believe everything
he or she is told.
Time moves on,
and eventually the child grows
and some lose that ignorance and fall prey to the trappings of the world
while others grow older ,
and remember quite fondly those moments of childhood innocence,
and walk with a playfulness full of laughter and joy.